I am discouraged with social distancing and quarantines. I have spent a good amount of time pondering if my discouragement is appropriate. In the grand scheme of things, I am very blessed. Many people have been able to keep supporting us through COVID-19. Donna has been transfered to the College of Engineering at the University of North Texas and is working in their recruiting office; so she still has a job. All but one of my kids has been able to keep working through COVID-19. We are all healthy. I have made some significant headway on a research project (more about this coming soon). There is much for which to be thankful.
Had everything gone to plan, I would have returned home from teaching at Africa Theological Seminary in Kenya yesterday. I love teaching along with enjoying researching and writing. Although because of the way things worked out in 2017,1 I only spend four months a year in Kenya teaching and eight months researching, writing and doing development work. When I miss two months of the thing I love and only get to do it four months out of the year,2 in addition to having no idea when I will get back to Kenya, it is discouraging.
Given I remain thankful for my blessings, I think it is OK to be discouraged about not being able to do what God has gifted me to do and what I love to do. So here’s to everyone discouraged with social distancing: May we remember our blessings and may the time of unrestricted reunions come quickly.
Notes:
1In 2017 after waiting for 18 months, my Kenya work permit was not renewed and I moved back to the USA. For those who do not know this story the following blogs will help fill in the missing pieces:
Work Permit Update: http://www.cox-net.com/prayer_blog/?p=682
Updated: http://www.cox-net.com/prayer_blog/?p=686
Moving to the USA: http://www.cox-net.com/prayer_blog/?p=691
Letter from President of ICM about the Cox Family: http://www.cox-net.com/prayer_blog/?p=700
2 This is roughly speaking. I do teach a Sunday School class and have other opportunities here and there.